quarreled with the bf at 8am
sang at` @ 11:16 AMSunday, October 29, 2006
i called him on purpose to wake him up & spoil his entire day by blasting into the phone..
oh, its not new as he said. its been like this for a few consecutive days.
the problem or issue is solved alrd i suppose (no,mayb we just sweep it aside as usual)
but it just brings me back to the feeling of emptiness..
digressing, i read the class blog. and was in pain. it was heartwrenching having to see posts being put up regarding rach & selvan leaving the class...
and selvan's post was really inspiring; he said
Im the sort of guy who hates change because change means you leave something/someone behind, change means you replace something/someone with new things/people and I just hate that.
somehow, at the point of time when i saw it, i just felt it was so true & it practically summarises the whirlwind of emotions i went thru the entire yr.
from PL to SR,orientation class to official class, SR to SA,1st orientation to 2nd Orientation,06a02 (26 ppl) to 06A02(24ppl).
it sucks so much.i cant explain. because each time when things r just about to pick up & strong friendships are about to form, things just have to chg. and uve to go thru the whole 'make new friends' process (as well as the letting go of old friends) and trying to get urself adjusted..ive seen so many ppl entering in and out of my life in just this one yr alone. it is so painful..
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